I Don't Feel Like Praying

 God,

I don't feel like praying today.

My spirit feels flat,

my mind dull and slow.

My prayers seem empty,

there is no sense of presence or power.

Logic tells me this time is wasted.

reason suggests I cut it short

and get on with some productive activity.

A sinisterly familiar voice suggests

that only legalism could hold me here

when it's obvious it isn't working,

at least not today.

I'm tempted to leave,

I'll admit that,

but I don't.

Instead I offer you

the gift of my time and presence.

If all I have today is motion without meaning,

then I'll give you my motion,

my empty efforts,

believing that in Your own way

You will turn these listless attempts at prayer

into true intercession.

Amen.

by Richard Exley